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Post by C o l e on Feb 11, 2008 19:12:33 GMT -5
"exactly"He said. "You cant explain that cause you wanted it.." too the word was left in the air. That had been the first time they had ever kissed in any way and it hadnt satisfied him in the way that he,d eep down, wanted it to.
He didnt let her go, but his teeth gritted together. "I said shut up"He said. NO one had known why they left, nor was it any of their business. he hadnt been a terrible leader, but he wasnt some sappy little boy like note. At her comment about liking his smile his hold tightened a bit more but as it continued on his hold slackened and then he flung, in the sense, her arm and turned without another word and left. He didnt want to hear what she had to say.
Cole had wanted to get under her skin and instead shed gotten under his more so then he would have liked. So what if he didnt let people in, so what if he had nameless sex, not everyone had to do things for love or whatever.
He didnt need anyone, he took care of his newsies and he took care of blake. He didnt get close to anyone, but the fact that he could make sure his newsies lived and had a roof over their head as well as food that was enough for him. What did she care anyway? What did he care what she thought?
He growled under his breath as he walked inthe rain.
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Post by Charity on Feb 11, 2008 19:26:52 GMT -5
Charity bit her lip a little and looked down as he spoke, avoiding his eyes. She wasn’t sure if he actually knew what she wanted, but he had pinned it right on the nose. She had wanted it, god did she ever want it. But it had fallen short, her stubborn self had pushed him away long before she wanted to.
There was a tone in his voice when he sad the few words to her that sent a shiver down her spin. It wasn’t because of the cold rain; it was the anger, the underlying pain almost. Her eyes lifted from the ground to look at him just as he flung her arm out of his grasp.
She stood there, the rain pouring down at her as she watched his retreating figure, her hazel eyes not looking away. Part of her just wanted to yell and scream at him, the other just wanted to having him close to her again. With a huff Charity picked up the hem of her dress and hurried after him, her breath catching in her throat a little. She wasn’t sure what she was doing, but there was no stopping her feet.
” Cole!” She yelled at him, only a few feet away from him. “ Cole wait!”
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Post by C o l e on Feb 11, 2008 19:33:21 GMT -5
The last thing cole expected was to have her coming after him. All that he had said he didnt believe in the least.. the part of her wanting him. He was sure she just kissed him out of instinct. She hated his guts, hated his being and it was pronounced in every hateful word she said to him.
When he heard footsteps behind him and her calling for him to wait, he didnt stop. He was stubborn just as much as she was and he didnt need to stop to have her berate him some more. Shed wanted to leave so he let her go, now why the hell wasnt she leaving, why couldnt she just leave him alone, he was done for today. He was exhausted believe it or not. His mind was exhausted and he didnt want to listen to her say anymore,n or did he want to have the irge to try and right what she thought.
So therefor he pretended he didnt hear her.
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Post by Charity on Feb 11, 2008 19:37:45 GMT -5
Charity wasn't really suprised that he didn't stop when she called after him. If roles were reversed she wouldn't have stopped, not for him, not if he had said half of the hateful things that she had said to him. But she had to try, if this was the last time she saw him the last time they talked it would kill her. As much as she hated to admit it, part of her lived for the run ins with Cole, for the arguments that left her blood boiling and her cheeks flushed.
She knew she had to catch up with him, or he would never stop walking. He was good at pretending he didn't hear people. Quickly she quickened her pace and caught up with him, grabbing a hold of the wet jacket he had on. " Cole, for god's sake wil you stop!" She hollared once more, even if she was only a step beside him. " Just stop for a minute" She huffed, her breath almost painfuil from the cold evening air.
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Post by C o l e on Feb 11, 2008 19:41:52 GMT -5
He thought shed give up, give up and just leave him alone, but she surprised him yet again. He had been trying to drown out everything around him and didnt hear her hurried footsteps close in on him, the rain was coming down harder and it was helping to zone things out.
That was until he felt her grab his jacket and pull on him to stop. He turned looking at her, her words loud next to him though not too loud because the rain was even louder.
"What?"He asked. "What the hell do you want?"he looked at her, his eyes hard and penetrating as they stared down at her, waiting for her explanation as to what she would want to chase after him for. Why even bother with him? She had her ideas and her points about him so why waste her time with him? She was contradicting her self.
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Post by Charity on Feb 11, 2008 19:51:11 GMT -5
When his pace finally slowed and she stoped, she felt a slight wave of releife pass over her, but a slight panic quickly replaced it. Why had she gone after him? What was she going to do now that he had stopped. The rain poured down on the two of them as she looke dup at him her hair plastered agaisnt her face.
Her breath was heavy as she bit her bottom lip, his eyes staring straight into her, like he was trying to bear into her. Slowly she licked her lips and grabbed a hold of his jacket, as she stood on her toes, pressing her lips agaisnt ihs roughly.
it was on a whim but she couldn't help it, her blood was pumping and her heart was still racing. She deepened the kiss just a little, her hands still clinging to his jacket.
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Post by C o l e on Feb 11, 2008 19:58:49 GMT -5
Again.. what was he expecting? He wasnt sure he was still questioning why shed gone after him and then as he stood there looking down at her wondering if she was going to say what she had stopped him for.
Though she said noting and he was about to push her away and walk again when she grabbed his jacket and then kissed him roughly.
He didnt kiss her back, he wasnt sure what she was trying to do but then she kissed him even more and the next thing he knew, a groan escaped from deep within his chest and his hands were making contact with her sides moving up till they were fcupping her jaw on either side of her face and he was kissing her back.
His tongue slid out to run along her lips wanting entrance, demanding it.
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Post by Charity on Feb 11, 2008 20:09:43 GMT -5
At first she wasn’t sure what he would do, probably push her way like she had to him. She deserved it after all, after all of the horrible things she had said back there, some of which she believed but most of them she didn’t, Charity just hated to be one uped by Cole. But he took her by surprise when she heard the low groan escape his lips and he finally kissed her back.
His hands trailing down her sides and then cupping her face, her own hands slowly relaxing against his chest as she slowly parted her lips just enough for his tongue to slip inside her mouth. Her own tongue rolling over his a little as she gripped his shirt a little.
A small shutter running through her body, not only from the feeling of his lips against hers, but from the cold rain that was pouring down all around them. Being close to him seemed to have a strange warming effect on her.
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Post by C o l e on Feb 11, 2008 20:19:23 GMT -5
He was rewarded by her opening her mouth to him and the taste of her was enough to make him groan again. She tasted unlike anyone hed ever tasted and her soft tongue was sweet as it played with his tongue.
He moved his hands down over her arms and to her waist pulling her against him. he should never have kissed her, he wasnt sure he could stop.
That thought though made him stop and he brought his hands up to her shoulders and put her away from him, his breathing was heavier then it should be after the kiss but it was more from the control he was trying to regain.
That had felt weird. The lack of control he had while kissing her. Hed never felt that before, hed always been able to keep a seperate mind about himself whenever he was with someone, but that wasnt so with her and he wasnt sure he liked that much at all.
"What are you doing?"he gritted through his teeth.
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Post by Charity on Feb 11, 2008 20:27:01 GMT -5
A soft little moan left her mouth as she felt his tongue against his, the way he held her close to him, made her want to just melt into him. It was the strangest feeling she had ever had. She shouldn’t have been thinking those things. It was Cole, she was suppose to hate him. Then why did she feel the need to be with him, the want to be with him?
Her teeth graced over his lower lip before his hands made their way up to her shoulders and he pushed her way. It took a moment before she opened her eyes once again, her breath catching in her throat as she started back at him.
His voice seemed harsh when he spoke and she swallowed hard. Truthfully she didn’t know why she had kissed him. “ I… I don’t know. It just… it felt write, as sick as that sound.” Her voice was softer then it had been all night, the raindrops streamed down her cheeks and she looked back up at him.
Once again a shiver ran through her body, causing her to shake slightly as she brushed her hair off her face. “ Just… just forget it happened.” She waved her hand, though she knew she would never be able to forget it. Not ever.
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Post by C o l e on Feb 12, 2008 22:33:38 GMT -5
He stared down at her and the answer she gave was an exact mirror to the thoughts in his own head. It had felt right... it was so.. WRONG!
He didnt know what he was doing here, he should jsut drop her, give her some kind of terrible sneering comment and then walk away. He should do something to put pain in those eyes...
No.. no he didnt want to do that. He didnt want to see pain int hose eyes, he wanted to see fire and passion. God did he want to see passion. He licked his lips but as she spoke again her words hit him.
"no...'he said, "Dont .. cause... I wont be able to."he growled. "as much as I would like to... I really really hate you"He said "but...'His eyes dropped to her slightly swollen lips and he groaned hauling her to him again, his mouth enveloping hers again.
He couldnt help it, he wanted to feel those delectable lips on his again.
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Post by Charity on Feb 12, 2008 22:56:31 GMT -5
Charity felt a slight lump grow in her throat as she started up at him, the rain falling down his cheeks and his perfectly structured face. His eyes barring down at her, peering into her soul, at least that was how it felt. God how she could just stare up at him for hours, and at the same time want to just smack him silly. How was it possible to hate someone so much, yet desire them with every fiber in your body? It shouldn't work like that, but it did. It was exactly how Charity felt.
She let out a slightly shaky breath as she felt his eyes on her and she looked down at the pooling rain water around her boots. But the words that left his mouth, made her head snap back up to look at him. What he had just said made her believe that perhaps, perhaps he was having he same inner struggle that she had every time he was around her.
Her lips parted just a little to say something back to him, but his mouth against hers quickly cut her off once again in a hungry kiss. She did nothing but kiss him back, her arms quickly wrapping around his neck and she pulled her body in close to his. His warmth making her forget about the cold down pour of rain that surrounded them.
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