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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 5, 2008 22:22:57 GMT -5
Cowgirl sighed as she took her hat off and set it beside her glass on the table, her blue eyes gazing out the window as she thought. She had so much on her mind, Spot, Race, and now Jack.... not anything bad, just that they all seemed to be busy or dealing with someone else. It was true that Spot did take care of her when she needed him, and so did Jack, and Race, but Spot was focused on Jinks all the time, and Jack was beating himself up about Jinks, and Race was always focused on bets.
She looked down into her glass and put her hands around it feeling the coolness of it as she thought in silence.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 5, 2008 22:31:45 GMT -5
Cowgirl looked up at the girl, one of the few leaders she wasn't friends with or close to, but then again she also tended to hang around the male gender more,"hi, I'm Cowgirl, Jackyboy's newsie, ya look abit confused, maybe lost?"she said noting the skeptical way the girl had walked in and then approached her.
She tilted her head to the side as her hair toppled that way,"lookin' fer someone?"she added.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 5, 2008 22:39:08 GMT -5
(Yeah)
Cowgirl smiled and looked down into her glass again,"Las' time I saw him was at da lodgin' house, he's been in tight spots lately, I wish I could help him, I owe him so much..."she said, partially thinking out loud without realizing.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 5, 2008 22:43:27 GMT -5
Cowgirl looked at Starsage,"well, it's actually alot of tings, and it's complicated cuz I go way back wit Spot, and Jack, and Race.....so we'se got some stuff goin' on in all of our lives,"she said as she took a drink from her glass.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 5, 2008 22:50:05 GMT -5
Cowgirl nodded,"ain't dat the truth....I've known dese boys since I started sellin' papes, and dey've always been here fer me, but lately it seems dey have udda tings ta do all da time, I understand, but it jus' isn't how it used ta be, and I have problems too..."she said.
"I really care bout dem so much..."she added softly.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 5, 2008 23:00:50 GMT -5
"I know I ain't an annoyance ta dem, dey want me ta tell dem things, I'm jus' too stubborn sometimes dat dey have ta force tings outta me, it ain't me or dem dats da problem, it's jus' feelings, dats all,"she said as she looked out the window in thought still, thinking of Jack hoping he was going to be ok with Jinks getting into trouble so much.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 5, 2008 23:08:48 GMT -5
She looked back at Starsage,"I can't really do much until I knows who cares about me da most, and it's hard ta tell....and i guess dis is when it should be, follow yer heart, well my heart won't lemme choose right now...."she muttered.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 5, 2008 23:17:14 GMT -5
Cowgirl looked at Starsage, she was pretty comfortable talking with her, and she had no problems being honest,"Honestleh, I have feelings fer all 3 of 'em.....I jus' can't decide who means more ta me, and if any of dem feel that way back, it doesn't jus' matta bout how I feel it mattas how dey feel too...."she said.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 5, 2008 23:27:05 GMT -5
Cowgirl shrugged and thought for a second,"Well dey all treat me well, and dey all care about me it's hard to tell, it's hard to tell the difference between dem carin' fer me as a sister or dem carin' fer me more..."she said.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 5, 2008 23:30:36 GMT -5
Cowgirl nodded and sighed drinking the last of her drink and putting her hat on before standing up and walking out of Tibby's paying on her way out before she left and headed off to find Jack,or Spot.
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