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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 14, 2008 13:46:39 GMT -5
Cowgirl sighed as she walked through the park, Angel was running along in the grass next to the sidewalk, barking at birds. She took out a cigarette and lit it before taking a drag and pulling her cowgirl hat down into her blue eyes. The day was not sunny, and not a very good day for a walk, but she was an outside person, not one to stay seated for long periods of time. She looked up at the greying sky and let out a smoke ring.
"On days like this, we should hold hands and stay inside, too bad I have no one to do that with,"she muttered to herself. She looked down again Spot had advised her to stay in bed, but she wasn't going to be able to do that.
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Post by Gambla on Feb 14, 2008 13:51:01 GMT -5
Gambla was taking the same rout by herself she was thinking about her old time friends Cowgirl. She missed and wished she never had left in the first place. Oh well she was kind of hoping that she would be able to run into her one more time but fat chance. She noticed a girl walking in the park with a dog and she thought it looked like Cowgirl but didn't want to take the chance that i wasn't.
"Maybe I should go see if it is her.. Then again I don't want to take the chance." She said to herself
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 14, 2008 13:54:47 GMT -5
Cowgirl tilted her head back again staring at the sky still, before she sat on a bench and put her cigarette out on the ground,stepping on it with her boot. She looked at the happy dog, so carefree, so unharmed. She wished she could be like that, but she had nobody to make her feel that way. All she had was friends and enemies that's it, and it didn't seem like enough anymore. She took off her hat and ran a hand through her hair feeling as if she were empty, maybe it was her being sick, but still it hurt inside.
She whistled and the puppy scuttled over and hopped into her lap before curling into a ball and nestling against her as she patted it's head and looked into it's innoccent eyes and sighed,"yer a lucky son of as bitch,"she muttered playfully.
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Post by Gambla on Feb 14, 2008 13:59:58 GMT -5
Gambla keept walking the same path and really didn't care. She came to one spot in the grass and just sat down she didn't know what to do any more because she doesn't know if Cowgirl would be mad if she came to find her. She laid down as she pulled out a cigret and lit it. She started to hum hers and Cowgirls old favorit song bring back sad memories and happy ones too.
"Man I miss her soo much." She stared to talk to herself again. Thats whats happen when you been al9one for the last 2 years trying to find the right place for you to stay. Trears ran down her face and she got up and started to walk around. She was coming close to the girl with the dog and was hopping that the girl wouldn't get pissed for watching her.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 14, 2008 18:46:10 GMT -5
Cowgirl looked over and saw a girl lying in the grass and she seemed to be upset. She stood and let Angel down as she walked over to the girl and smirked when she realized who it was she nudged her foot against the girl's side,"Did ya miss me?"she said lifting her hat up above her eyes and grinning down at the girl. She smiled and offered her hand to help Gambla up,"no need ta cry babe, whatcha cryin' fer?"she asked.
Cowgirl hated to see her friends cry, it made her feel bad and kind of sad too,"please don' cry hun, everythin' will be alright...."she said as she shoved her hands into her pockets in a moment of awkwardness. Angel rushed across the grass chasing birds once more and howling at them a few feet away.
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Post by Gambla on Feb 14, 2008 18:54:36 GMT -5
Gambla looked up and saw an old friend. She wiped tears away and tryed to smile. "Just was thinking about you. And all the good times we had together." A little smile broke from the tears and she got up to give Cowgirl a hug. "Man have i missed you sooo much, I'll never leave again. So how have you been??"
She hugged Cowgirl and pulled away. "So whos this little gal here? She is cute just like you." She smiled and picked up the dog. Gambla still tryed to hid her pain but it didn't pass off. She stated to cry again.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 14, 2008 19:04:39 GMT -5
Cowgirl wiped the tears from her friend's eyes,"babe please don't cry, ya gotta be strong, and tell me whatsa madda, please, I can help if ya tell me,"she said. "Her name's Angel, I got her a couple days ago,"she said patting the puppy on it's head as Gambla held her. "Ya ain't in trouble are ya?"she asked concerned as she met her friend's eyes. She looked down abit,"I ain't doin' so hot meself, but ya shouldn't take things so hard,"she said.
They sky was darkening with clouds and threatening for rain, Cowgirl wouldn't mind, yeah her shirt was white but what the heck, walking in the rain was fun. She actually prayed for it to pour down rain.
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Post by Gambla on Feb 14, 2008 20:01:01 GMT -5
Gambla nodded her head, "yea i had a run in with a few gals 2 days ago it was pretty bad, see." She lifted the back of her shirt to show her what kind of trouble she has been in. "Also my step dad he's a well he's a been hittin me and my mum." Gambla wiped her tears away and let Angel go to go play with the birds. "So what trouble you been in? Nothing like mine i hope."
Thundered rolled not too far away. Gambla looked up at the sky she loved the rain and she don't care if she was in a white top or not she would spend all day in the rain if she could. That was one thing she had in common with Cowgirl they both loved the rain and would spend all day in it if they could.
Gambla looked up one more time as she saw lightning. Excitment flashed in her eyes. "Ya know da best part of rain has to be the lightnin, its so grouges and it just lights up every ting." She couldn't help but grab Cowgrils hand and drag her across the field so they could ran and have fun in the rain together maybe even talk some more.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 14, 2008 22:33:41 GMT -5
Cowgirl sighed as she was pulled along by Gamba, she was happy to see her again, but wasn't sure if things would ever be the same with them, they were always going to be best friends, but the moods were going to change, COwgirl had responsibilities for herself, and now Angel, her friend meant alot to her, but life was life. She let go of her friends hand and fell backwards lying in the grass and staring up as the rain began to pour.
"It'll neveh be the same Gambla, I got alot ta deal wit, I'll always be hereh for a but that's all I can do for now, and I can offer you a place to stay fer awhile if ya don't wanna go back,"she said as she rolled on to her stomach and looked up at er friend.
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Post by Gambla on Feb 15, 2008 8:10:45 GMT -5
"What do ya mean ya will never be da same?" Gambla asked sitting down in front of her friend well use to be friend. Gambla thought for a while and relized every thing has changed because of her moving. She looked down at her and couldn't smile at all now. "I'll leave if ya want me ta so ya can have ya life back." She sugusted but she aready had it all planed out that if Cowgirl didn't want her around she was leavin.
The rain came down harder but it didn't bug any one of them it seemed. Gambla had a strange look on her face, a look of cunfushion and pain. Or the look that she had just been hurt by some one that she loved and stil loved her back as a friend. She got up again and started to walk slowly away from Cowgirl.
"Ya know i'd neva stoped tinken about ya when I's left, I thought I did da right ting leaven hoppen i would neva return but it was too much pain to be away from my once good friend. And now i don't even ya tink da same." Gambla had gave her little speech and was still walkin hoped Cowgirl would come get her and save her from this livin hell that she is in.
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Post by Cowgirl on Feb 15, 2008 14:07:45 GMT -5
Cowgirl sighed, such the drama queen Gambla was, and sometimes it was ridiculous, but funny. She stood and whistled for Angel who rushed over soaking wet,"Gambla, don't start ok, I neveh said we wasn't friends, I jus' said that things have changed, ya gotta understand I ain't always gonna be around, I got udda friends too hun,"she said as she caught up to her,"look at me ok, I ain't gonna leave ya, you left me, ya can't blame meh fer that,but we're not gonna make things worse alrigh'?"she said.
She looked down and picked up Angel in her arms,"come back wit me ok?I'll see if Jack will let ya stay fer awhile, I'm sure he won't mind if I convince him, I can't lose ya ok, and I refuse ta let ya go on yer own dis time,"she said seriously. She cradled Angel in her arms,"besides, I gotta get back anyway, so ya can eida come, or leave again,"she said.
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Post by Gambla on Feb 15, 2008 18:28:29 GMT -5
Gambal knew Cowgirl was right. Some times she never thought about anything before opening her big mouth. Her long brown hair had started to get wavy because of the rain. "Ya really think i shoud come with ya?" She asked seeing if she was for reals on this one. She knew that she would say yes but you can never be to careful. "And i never want to leave this place again it's too great and i got da best friends here." Gambla said smiling running ova ta Cowgirl and hugging her.
Gambla patted the wet dog on the head. "She has high sprit like you." Gambla said trying to make new memories to cover up the old ones. She knew she could be a bit of drama every now and then oh what the heck shes the biggest one you will come across. Maybe thats why Cowgirl is always there or it could be because of her being found in an ally beaten half ta death.
Gambla smiled pulling her hair out of her face. "Wow this weather is amazing dont ya tink? I could live out here if i wanted ta." The rain drops on her face covered up the tears and the pain in her face.
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